9:17 AM
Sunday, September 7, 2008
da wkends r over once agn. gd times juz paz by super fast i guez.
went out wif si karc and frenz to celebrate ka's bd. we headed to cine fer the playing of lans fer the guys and da gals watched the movie.. over her dead body. it was a nice n funi show. =]] after which we headed over to pastamania fer dinner. time passed reali fast tdy and all of us headed hm. hope we wud b able to mit up soon agn prob fer swimming or K-ing sessions yar. =]]
working at Mount Alvernia is fine. da work load.. travelling time.. food and all is fine wif mi. bt sumhow i feel tt im being chucked aside working there. most of them r adults or older dan mi. all graduated frm poly or jc alreadi. im the youngest there. im an admin bt i do nt had a desk or pc of my own. if i were to do any work using da pc.. i wud hafta use sumone's else pc. sumhow i feel EXTRA there. the common topics there r abt the work done over there.. in which i dun understand a ting at all. so fer da whole day.. i wud juz sit quietly doing da work assigned to mi. sumhow feel so isolated eh. hmmms.. moreover if im stuck at smth fer quite sumtime, most of dem dun even bother to help. ask as thou im invisible or dey din c. there was even tis once tt i was stuck wif the machine to strid paper.. tis colleague of mine (who is ard 20plus i tink) saw wat happened and onli said "ohhh ohhh.... " while looking at mi, wif a smile on her face and walked off. i was tinking.. "wtf.. yew dun even bother to help.. and yew r lyk suaning mi by saying stuff lyk tt." lunch wud mostly b alone as all of my colleagues are busy or wud go out to haf their lunch. as i do nt noe where r da nearby places to haf lunch so i tend to stay in the hosp itself to haf lunch den after which i wud go to walk ard alone mostly to the lvl which consists of all the newborn babies, delivery suites and all. after going there.. my mood tends to b betta after seeing all the cute and pink babies. =]] babies tend to be so innocent and carefree. cry weneva dey r unhapi and if dey r tired dey wud juz doze off n slp. so adorable. =]]
well.. i guez all tt im experiencing are office politics ba.
shall bear wif it fer another 3 more wks fer da sake of earning money ba. hope everyting turns out betta.
envy those tt haf frenz or ppl ard their age to acc dem during work. bt i guez tis is a chance fer mi to learn how to b independent. its definitely impossible to b able to get frenz to work wif us in the real working life. muz b strong....
tis is an emo n moody post tdy.... BOOOO..
